Prayers and writings, story telling ~

There have been so many messages, so many signs. Shining vibrantly out to me about how I am exactly, perfectly, divinely right where I’m supposed to be. Taking moments even to lay down when subconsciously I think I should be working, cleaning, organizing. Its been a huge feeling to overcome but when I do finally rest, I open deeply allowing creative energy to flow throughout me. I am so ready and open to receive everything I desire. Even now, to write this down feels like a big step. So many things in my life have led me to experience scarcity, victim mindset and I feel like I’m finally at the end of it where I consciously course correct those patterns. It has been so mind blowing and beautiful, to see these patterns and changes in myself and love all of it. To understand I got to this point out of mastering survival , and desiring change with love so I might thrive the ways I’ve ultimately dreamed to. How exciting and beautiful and lovely it is to be here, now, me.

I guess I’m writing this to mark a moment, where I chose myself, chose to thrive. And it led me to writing, to rediscovering how to scoop the love out. Here she comes ~

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7/13 The final contraction ~

After having my first physical birthing experience, I’ve been able to relate many creative processes to it and my ways of creating. The planting, growing, emotional shifts, expansion, contraction and then that final slip release, reality changing.. I remember so vividly the feeling of my daughters head and shoulders passing through my pussy. The stretch of my skin actually feeling wonderful, pleasurable even. Like AHHHHH FINALLY she’s out. I did it!!!

Its similar to how I feel about this page, and opening up this online space and creating offerings. Like its a baby I’ve been growing for months and months, maybe even years in my mind and I didn’t have the capacity to hold it externally because it was going to grow so profoundly and I couldn’t quite see myself where I wanted to be, or I thought I couldn’t fully control it. After a lot of personal work, shadow work, moon work, relationships and more, I’ve been able to see a particular pattern of mine, to withhold the gold within. I’m so aware now that I actually don’t want to hold it in secrecy, I want to share in many ways and I want to expand fully.

I’ve watched many women in their expansion, growing businesses and healing collectives, helping me to begin healing myself and truly loving everything about myself. Something I’d like to see myself doing for others. I am in this final contraction moment before I swing my hips and shout out OPENN for the last time, pushing this creation out into the world to be fully expressed, opening the portal wide so my gifts will surface to be of service to the universe. I’ll always be learning, changing, growing….but this is space for my truth, and how I am emerging…deep in rituals, with so much love. Release ~

whats available ~

Rituals around movement, dance,

soon come: creator love: mamas heart

dance with music

Food, nourishment, self care rituals.

Sweet offerings here soon come ~